Jumping back and forth. Never knowing where or how to stand. Im sorry. Im sorry.
Why do I always find myself repeating those same two words?
I just want them all to know, that I do in fact care, and I never meant for this.. Even though I know I didn’t screw it up alone;
I’m sorry.
I miss you so much, I wish you stopped coming back after the first time.
fault guilt fault guilt fault guilt repress hate repress hate hate hate break break crumble misery get up forget enjoy laugh love live love love love love love love love love love chaos.
Nothing in life comes without sacrifices;
& theres so much hidden beauty in the systematic structure and nature of things,
the kind of beauty that doesn’t require eye’s to see,
or senses to feel.
Bask in the glory of life,
than make something of it,
something for you.
Pick your reason to be happy,
and to smile everyday,
but know that everything around us is reason enough.
